| A ineviate leave. [message #50499] |
Wed, 03 February 2010 21:52  |
Yuja (retired)(old)
Messages: 40
Registered: September 2009 |
the Monk Heroine, Bearer of the Crest
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I regret to say this to the many who were expecting that I was to become something great and to achieve what I really wanted in this game. This be the first Crusader i've had and i've enjoyed every last second of it, All amazing class act people in here, that can RP well, and try to give something in return to this house.
Events here have taken my away again. In the 10 - 11 years of playing DM I have never found so much love for a single game then this. I have shed tears, smiled and even been depressed over DM, and some of the incidents that happened. I find that I am no longer the same person, and this game is ripping away what reality I have intact still. This game has literally become the source of breath in my body after school, or an activity. I can take it no longer, and must take the time to find myself, and find the help that I need. I have taken a few of the people's here advice in finding a Counsellor or a Phsychiatrist to deal with the emotional problems that stem from the situation I am in.I just hope that none of youa re really mad at me, but understand that I must find Chris again, and not get lost in the spiral of DM jingo jango. =P.
YOU WILL SEE ME AGAIN, after leaving 2 times before, once for relocation and the other due to no interent, I am sure that I will be back.
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| Re: A ineviate leave. [message #50504] |
Wed, 03 February 2010 22:31  |
Xirliik (retired)
Messages: 57
Registered: October 2009 |
the Anti-Hero of Death
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Be well, my friend. Life is a great place without DM. Sign up for a martial art, learn to play an instrument, go out for coffee with friends/yourself. Try to keep yourself doing as many things as possible. After awhile, you won't even think about DM, and then one day six months, maybe a year down the road, that memory library will spin around and something will remind you of DM, and you may come back, or you may be happy without it.
It's actually like an addiction. My mom cursed DM when I was growing up. I was gone for two years and have only had to chars since I started up about four months ago.
I don't think you need to seek outside help. Just keep yourself busy, occupied, and keep a clear mind while doing these things, focus on the moment at hand. Make a list of things you'd like to accomplish and cross them off day by day, week by week.
Real life is hard sometimes. I've been there. And am going there right now, but persevere — we're all human.
Take care and take care of yourself. Read some Stephen King books, he's fucking addicting. Just don't take his stories seriously or you may come out more bent then you went in. 
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| Re: A ineviate leave. [message #50519] |
Thu, 04 February 2010 05:57 |
Surez
Messages: 401
Registered: September 2009 |
the Skull Cracker
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Trade one vice for another.
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| Re: A ineviate leave. [message #50528] |
Thu, 04 February 2010 13:36 |
Virajhari (retired)
Messages: 97
Registered: December 2009 |
Envoy of the Neverending Crusades, Avatar of Diplomacy
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Chris, it was a real pleasure, man. If you'd like my email, just throw a private message at me and I'll be happy to give it to you. Xirliik gave the same advice I would give: throw yourself into something productive, one thing after another, until you stick with something, and don't forget that if tomorrow isn't a better day, the next day will.
Again man- it was a real pleasure to have as much game-time with you as I did.
Enjoy life.
-Reed.
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| Re: A ineviate leave. [message #50567] |
Fri, 05 February 2010 06:50 |
Vinnesh (retired)
Messages: 580
Registered: May 2009 |
Hope of the Magi
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Funny, my name's Chris as well....
*looks out the window for stalkers*
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| Re: A ineviate leave. [message #50582] |
Fri, 05 February 2010 15:18 |
Koumenge (retired)
Messages: 16
Registered: January 2010 |
the Archon of State
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Yes, yes Chris everyone is against you. As for the chris that plays Yuja. I hope everything goes good for ya, We'll be around if you need us. If you want my e-mail, just send me a pm and i'll add ya.
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| Re: A ineviate leave. [message #50600] |
Fri, 05 February 2010 20:54 |
Xunrae (retired)
Messages: 118
Registered: January 2010 |
the Hero of Magical Transference
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Be well man. this is all excellent advice. find something useful, productive, and fulfilling. And then come back so i can kick your ass when you forget everything *jk*
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| Re: A ineviate leave. [message #50605] |
Fri, 05 February 2010 23:31 |
Yuja (retired)(old)
Messages: 40
Registered: September 2009 |
the Monk Heroine, Bearer of the Crest
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Ah ha, Man, all I can say is if ANYONE IN THE WORLD needs a smile, come to www.darkmists.org/forum!
As for the advice thank you..
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| Re: A ineviate leave. [message #50691] |
Mon, 08 February 2010 14:23 |
Garkum (retired)
Messages: 102
Registered: December 2009 |
Warlord of the Crusades, the Squatter
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*Sai* Ahm gunna miss our PUNny jokes. Aint gunna be da same widout ya. Gud luck, lad. Life's Nevrizi, but ah shure hope dat yer find whut yer lookin' fer.
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